Routine Rookie

         So, every day is different for me.  Because I never know how I am going to feel when I wake up, I usually don't plan things in advance.  I have days when I get a lot done, but most days I don't get much done at all.  The problem I have is that I'm the type of person that loves having control over my day.  I like completing tasks and feeling a sense of accomplishment.  Since being ill my days are left to chance- like playing the lottery.  It really hurts my pride when I can't do the smallest task like putting away laundry or running the dishwasher. I've decided to put myself on a small routine.  I can't make the routine too elaborate and detailed, but I need some structure to both get things done and feel like I'm able to accomplish something!

          There are four areas that are most important to me that I'm going to include in my new routine:

1) Being intentional in what I eat. (Ex: Foods that I know will give me energy and build up my immune system) Also eating at the same time every day and taking my vitamins daily without fail.

2) Choosing one small task to complete each day. Anything else that I am able to do will be great, but not expected.

3) Focusing on my writing.  I want so badly to help people in my similar situation.  I'm going to work on my writing as if it is literally my job.  I'm going to aim to write something each day or work on a large project daily.  I believe that God has plans for my writing whatever that may mean.

4) Keep in touch with family and friends more faithfully.  When I'm feeling my worst I tend to push people away.  I get embarrassed when I can't focus on a conversation and I get tired of people always asking how my health is.  I know people are genuinely concerned for me, but I also want to be seen for myself- not just being ill.  I've realized that isn't fair to those that I love.  I'm going to make an effort to keep in touch with family and friends.

      So, there it is.  I'm not able to make a strict timed routine, but I hope that this will add structure to my life. If any of you read this and you need routine in your life and would like to hold each other accountable let me know! It's always great to have a partner in any goal!